HI EVERYONE MY NAME IS SHANNON BERNADETTE SHANNON. I lived in CO, then I moved to Oregon where I found a man who loved me with all his heart. We were engaged and were together a year and a half. I went out there to escape my father because he beat me all the time. My fiance loved me unconditionally no matter what I did. Thats not what I wanted though. He wouldn't treat me like a daughter. So I left him and now I am back with my father, and I am fucking up my whole entire life. If I had stayed with him things would have been great. Now though within a couple of years I'm going to be popping out babies left and right, and my father is gonna treat them like shit too and so will I. See I left so I couldn't ahve a good life with a man who would love me and stand by me no matter what. I just can't give unconditional love, I'm not ready for a serious relationship. Never will be either. Have fun everyone.